superjuj27

I haven't written much of anything in awhile. I spend more time on myspace than livejournal now... but I feel like I can't actually write in my myspace blog. I have too many "friends." too many people can see my thoughts.

well, I don't really know what to write. I'm very jumbled up right now.

5 days and 7 hours until the end of the countdown. Until the beginning of something completely different and new. When I think about going to Central America I can honestly say I feel a rush of emotions. Excitable, anxious, apprehensive, the list goes on. I do feel better knowing that for the first month I have a house to stay in. That should help immensely with the adjusting period.

and now my thoughts are beginning to muddle.

I think I'll go make some tea. then maybe sit outside for awhile, it's nice outside.

I took 8 pills tonight. I think it was 8. Singulair, Benadryl, Melatonin, Mucinex, and Ibuprofen. YUMMY.

It was a beautiful Wednesday afternoon when two young ladies, traveling in a red Ford Focus, were headed from Dethman Ridge to the High School. The two young ladies, Ashley and Julie, were eating pizza, when Ashley dropped some sauce, and then took her eyes off the road in attempt to clean it up. In the split second that the driver was not looking at the road, she lost control, and the vehicle, with both of girls inside, was flung off the road to tumble in and out of a ditch. After the car had lodged itself into the earth, the girls scrambled to get out of the smoking vehicle. A passing car stopped to help the girls, and called an ambulance. Julie noticed that blood was streaming down her left hand, when she pulled up her sweatshirt sleeve she realized that the top of her wrist had been gouged by a flying dagger of death (the pizza plate). When the paramedics arrived Julie was strapped onto the gurney, and carefully put inside the emergency vehicle. She stared at the shiny top of the ambulance and listened to the soothing music of Pink Floyd that rang through the speakers. When she arrived at the hospital, a lovely nurse carefully cleaned all of Julie's wounds, and called in another (Mrs. desitter) to sew up Julie's wrist.

Twelve stitches, five days, numerous bruises, and ten muscle relaxant pills later (today).... Julie got out of bed, took some ibuprofen to soothe her headache, and went to see V for Vendetta.

THE END


...and hopefully the last car wreck I'll ever participate in. Any way, I have some bad bruises, and my head hurts a lot (I think it's from the impact of the airbag)... but other than that I'm fine. I went to Ashley's house on Saturday, where we both took pain killers and played Super Mario, then went to sleep. Now I'm ready to start my Spring Break, and maybe do some scholarship stuff, and my WR 123 essay.... I HATE SCHOOL.

Thank you to everyone who brought me cookies, flowers, mangos, and their wonderful company. You are very much appreciated.

I'm definitely annoyed right now. I wish people would stop using the word fag as a derogatory remark for anything and everything.

The only time people should use that word is if they're British and are talking about cigarettes.

I'm going to pinch the next person who says fag around me REALLY hard.


Any way, I was bored and looked up the definition of "super," and the example said "Julie is a super girl." I thought that was pretty much the coolest thing ever.

Step 1: Get your playlist together, put it on random, and play
Step 2: Pick your favorite lines from the first 15 songs that play
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song the lines come from
Step 4: Cross out the songs when someone guesses correctly
Step 5: Tag 5 people to post it on their journal.


1) One day I'll get to you
and teach you how to get to purest hell
you do it to yourself, you do
and that's what really hurts

2) Wish upon wish upon day upon day
I believe oh Lord
I believe all the way (Come get up my baby)
Run for the shadows, run for the shadows, run for the shadows in these golden years

3) Mercy's eyes are blue
when she places them in front of you
nothing really holds a candle to
the solemn warmth you feel inside of you

4) I wish I could get my head out of the sand
cause I think we'd make a good team
and you would keep my fingernails clean
but that's just a stupid dream that i won't realize
cause I can't even look in your eyes
without shakin, and I ain't fakin

5) When I was a child I caught a fleeting glimpse
out of the corner of my eye
I turned to look but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
the child is grown, the dream is gone.

6) You hurt and abuse tellin all of your lies
Run around sweet baby,
Lord how they they hypnotize

7) There's no recollection of the evil things I've done
My head feels like I musta' had some fun
What happened?

8) Yeah hey yeah
Tears that soak a callous heart

9) I feel the break
feel the break
feel the break and I gotta live it out

10) On my own here we go

11) Give those pious soldiers
Another lollipop
Cause we're on the good ship
Menage et tois

12) One baby to another says
I'm lucky to met you
I don't care what you think
Unless it is about me
It is now my duty to completely drain you

13) I'll be the switch she turns on
she'll be mine too, I'll get off
I'll be the fuse that she blows
and even with the lights out we'll glow

14) So we're drinkin drinking drinking drinking coca coca cola
I can feel it rollin right on down
oh right on down my throat

15) You can have my isolation
You can have the hate that it brings
You can have my absence of faith
You can have my everything



okay, so this taggin business:
I'm not even sure who actually read my Livejournal... so if you're reading this, then you're TAGGED! lucky you.

p.s. - I don't want to go to school tomorrow.

my hair is 2 feet and 3 inches long.


holy crap.

The Window Shopper Random Gentle Love Dreamer (RGLDf)     Loving, hopeful, open. Likely to carry on an romance from afar. You are The Window Shopper.     You take love as opportunities come, which can lead to a high-anxiety, but high-flying romantic life. You're a genuinely sweet person, not saccharine at all, so it's likely that the relationships you have had and will have will be happy ones. You've had a fair amount of love experience for your age, and there'll be much more to come. Your exact opposite: The Stiletto Deliberate Brutal Sex Master     Part of why we know this is that, of all female types, you are the most prone to sudden, ferocious crushes. Your results indicate that you're especially capable of obsessing over a guy you just met. Obviously, passion like this makes for an intense existence. It can also make for soul-destroying letdowns.     Your ideal match is someone who'll love you back with equal fire, and someone you've grown to love slowly. A self-involved or pessimistic man is especially bad. Though you're drawn to them, avoid artists at all costs. BEWARE: The Hornivore CONSIDER: The Gentleman, The Loverboy, The Boy Next Door Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating. My profile name: superjuj27

Carmie just called! she is at the hotel and they have free time to call family and stuff, because they leave tomorrow and only get one phone call when they get to boot camp. So yay! we talked for awhile, and I am so happy. I found out she might get to come home for a winter break, which kicks ass.

I'm back in HR. at first it was weird to be home, but now it's all the same. I woke up today and said hi to Juliann, but she had to go to work. then I stopped by Carmie's work, then went out to eat lunch with my brother. We went to Grounds and had sandwiches. then I went down to the event site and hung out with Sarah for a few hours.

Oh yeah, I met one of my brothers friends. he was pretty hillarious.

Sarah has these freakin sweet roller skates. they rock! she let me use them too. it was pretty rad. especially the purply pink laces. yep.

so then I came home and watched Gilmore Girls, while I waited for Juliann to call me. then Kenan stopped by and he watched Gilmore Girls with me and we hung out.

then I met up with Josh and we went to get Carmie. We went downtown, and realized that we end up standing around a lot. we'd walk to some place, then stand there and talk. eventually we saw Hank and he took us for a cruise in his new car, and told some exciting stories.

then we picked up Juliann and Aaron and went out again. this time to Mike's, because we wanted milkshakes, and also to say hi to Grecia. then we went to the church and sat around in the youth room. they taught me this new pool game. Now I am home.

I'm sure no one cares, but in a few months I'll read over this and remember my first day back. so I am sorry if you read the whole entry, it was more for me than you. yep, that's right... I'm being selfish today. selfish.

So my mom got a car. And she's putting me on the insurance so I can drive it. Hooray. I think we're going to Waikiki tomorrow, maybe do some surfing.

I was just watching trading spaces, and they made my dream room. Seriously. A mix of India and Morroco or something like that. It was amazing. I want it.

It was too cloudy and windy today to go to the beach. so I stayed home and watched lots of tv... and dreamed that I had the india morroco room.

this morning I woke up and watched Harry Potter 3 which I had rented last night. then I rode my bike to Island Snow for shave ice, and then to Kailua Beach to swiiiim. swim swim swim. The water was so nice. very nice. I should go back right now. except that I think I'm just going to sit and eat a popsicle. What will I do in a few days when I run out of popsicles? I dread the thought of it.

Hawaii rocks. It's warm, and pretty, and it smells good. and the water is so nice. I haven't gone swimming yet, but I'll go tomorrow. I finally got a bathing suit and two pairs of shorts. I hate shopping malls. they're stupid.

This morning I woke up at 5:30 then decided to go on a walk with my mom. we walked through Kailua beach and then to Lanikai. Then I came home and took a nap.

Oh yeah, we got Malassadas this morning. mmm Malassadas, so yummy. and I picked some plumerias. Plumerias are definitely my favorite flower, they are so pretty and smell really good, plus there's so many different colors.

People here are crazy drivers. they need to YIELD TO PEDESTRIANS and stop being stupid.

Graduation tonight was really fun, I sat by McKenna, Ben, Sarah, Anastasia, Caitlin, and others. We goofed off and took random pictures. But then afterwards when I was giving hugs to all the graduates... it was weird. I was really excited for them, but I was also like... oh shit, these people are gonna be gone. and it was depressing.

on a lighter note, I went to DQ afterwards with Samantha, Jodie, and Sarah. Jodie's car heats up really fast. It's nice.

This guy taught hip hop at company class today. I couldn't dance, but it was cool to watch. He was really good. Guys who dance are freakin awesome.

I have a D in math, YES! it's not an F anymore! if I make up the other test and get at least a 50% on it, then I only have to get a C on the final and I'll have a C in the class. sweeeet. at least now I know I won't be getting an F. But I do have to do a lot of homework over the weekend. I think I did really well on the Spanish test. I hate Chemistry.

I hate school, I love summer.

I want to know who got into Spectrum.

Today has been eventful. After school I went to Ben's house with Juliann, and Ian. We had to make fried rice for Spanish class. So I made the rice (because I kick ass at making rice) and they chopped the veggies and fried the egg and that stuff. Juliann and I had to go to the High school to drop off some stuff for Sam. then we bought 12 things of candy at Rosauers. and now Ian is mad because he says I didn't give him enough credit.

Ian and Jon fried the rice with the veggies too. Are you happy now, Ian? yes? good. It's delicious.

Juliann keeps calling asians "squinty eyed people". Jon is stuqpid and thinks he can type faster than me. But he can't so we're going to have a duel some day.

I like to eat.

and I like candy.

yum yum. goodbye.

John Robinson rocks my world. I'm not joking. I just saw the Lords of Dogtown with Mindy and Em. It was really good, but slightly depressing. still, I liked it.

Today was an okay day at school. Now the only classes that I have to worry about my grades in are Advanced Math, Chemistry, and Spanish. Hooray! actually, not really hooray because I'm way behind in Spanish and Chem. oh well.

After school Juliann, Carmie, and I bought milkshakes and then went to Laura's mom's new book store. It's pretty nice in there. There was a guy with a cool Postal Service t-shirt on.

I think I've laughed more in the last hour than I have in several months. Hah, Juliann kept saying "yah" like she was Swedish or Canadian, or something. Hillarious.

I have to do stupid Chemistry crap. bleugh. I should probably practice my song for Spectrum too.

I'm just hanging out with myself down at Dog River. I really wanted to get out of my house. I was bored, but then McKenna came to visit me. I miss hanging out with her. Hey McKenna- let's hang out more.

so I think I'm gonna walk around downtown for a few minutes. Maybe sit on the Library lawn. yay, it's almost summer.

I finally saw Star Wars Episode 3. It was pretty good. Yoda kicks ass. But let me tell you, Hayden Christensen is not so hot when burnt to a crisp.

So yesterday was my birthday. It was pretty fun, I went swimming twice. Once with Ashley, Ian, Matt, Kit, and Owen. then I went to the pond, and the usual people were there. then to Gena's house for our birthday gathering.

I woke up way to early this morning. I'm excited about sleeping in tomorrow.

Today I went downtown with Sarah and Mimi. we hung out at Grounds for awhile, then we saw Kent and company so we tagged along. Bim the mormon and Dylan (Dillon? I dunno how to spell it). Joe gave me some sweet presents. leather pants that don't fit, bright pink shorts, and an orange hat.

I'm sleepy.

Why have zombies taken over the city? Alias is a weird show. I don't understand.

Four day weekend! and my birthday is on Friday. I'm really excited to not be 16 anymore.

I want to hang out at dog river someday this weekend, I haven't done that in a long time.

So today I woke up, and watched Pride and Prejudice. yep all 6 hours of it. or however long it is. I just finished it.

God I love that movie. and I love Mr. Darcy.

mmmmmm Colin Firth.

well now that I've finished my movie I don't have anything to do. Hmm maybe I'll try doing something productive. like the laundry.